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夢を見るのも仕事
2008年11月4日
先日うなされて、自分の「ヤメテーーーーーーー!」という声で目が覚めました。
目が覚めるといつものように、アロエ(猫)が胸の上に乗っかっていて、隣では大心が寝ていました。
朝になって大心に夢のことをはなしました。こんなかんじです。
私は電車に乗っていて(←いろいろあったけど詳細は忘れました)、ついた先が立派な構えの日本のお家でした。屋根瓦のついた門をはいると、ひろい庭でご主人が猫の横腹を蹴っ飛ばしています。
ご主人は、松本幸四郎の顔に目だけ宇梶剛士にすげ替えたような、イッてる顔、怖い顔です。後ろでは家族が心配そうに、でも口出しはできないという体でそれを見守っています。
猫は蹴っ飛ばされると、井戸のところに走っていってそこに据え付けてある、紙でできた笛(吹くと袋状の棒が伸びたり縮んだりする子供用のおもちゃ)を「ブビーーーーーーーーー!」と鳴らします。
それを聞くとご主人はまた怒って猫を蹴っ飛ばします。猫は何度蹴られても笛のところに走って戻ってきては「ブビーーーーーー!」とやります。要するにその猫は笛を鳴らしてご主人と戦っているわけです。
私はそんな場面に出くわして、「ヤメローーーーー!!」と叫んでいました。
悲しい夢でした。
でも朝起きて大心に話していて気がついたのは、悲しい夢だったのに、気分も悪くなくわりにスッキリしたかんじがしていたことでした。それで、
「たぶんあの夢は、私の中で整理されていなかった悲しいことを、寝ている間に頭が整理してくれた時に見せたイメージだと思う」といいました。
すると大心は「夢って大事だねー」といいました。 ほんとそのとおりです。

an another story of the glove, 2008
It's a part of working, having dreams
4th.Nov.2008
last night, I had nightmare and screamed that "STOOOOOOOOOOP IT!!!!!!!!!"
I woke up with my screaming by myself. There was Aloe,my cat, on my breast and Daishin was still sleeping next on me.
In this morning I told Daishin about the nightmare like this,
"I was on a train in the way to somewhere, there are many story on the train but mostly I've forgotton.
Anyway I arrived a traditional and gorgeous type of Japanese house.
I opened the roofing tiled gate and immidiately I was striked on a shocking scenery.
A cat had been smashed with mister's leg at the huge garden!
The mister was looks alike Koushiro Matsumoto(a famouce Kabuki-actor) but his eyes looks alike Takeshi Ukaji(actor) which means frantic face.
The family of him were just looking, he's a stern master and nobody can't say anything what he does.
The cat ran up to the water well of the garden after she had been smashed, and made big noise with paper whissle for kids,'BOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!'
And that noise made him angly again, and he kicked the cat again, but the cat ran up to the well to make a noise again... yeah, she was absolutely fighting with the whissle. it was like never end.
I was screaming 'STOOOOOOOOOOP IT!!!!!' without thinking. It was so sad."
On the other hand, I'd noticed that I'm not feeling bad after such a sad dream, let say it made me feel refreshed. and then I said
"Maybe during the nightmare, my brain worked for restoration from sad pendings of real life of me, then the brain showed me that images during working, I feel so."
And then Daishin said,"Oh, how important work to have dreams!"
Yeah, definitely!

an another story of the glove, 2008